TheCrapToGoThroughEveryDay

2009-11-25T18:39:00.002+08:00

heyyyyy.

i have a new blog.

but i dont think ill tell much people.

ahaha, too bad.

ok bye.

2009-11-21T12:16:00.001+08:00

omg.

ok i know its been like a few minutes,

since i posted my last post,

but jet just made me realise,

that today is a sat !

omg

dannnn.

means no scoool tomo !

school is tomo tomoo.

ughhhhhhh !. dannnn

2009-11-21T11:29:00.002+08:00

hmmm,

my mom is healing.

yay :D

although she is starting to get a bit

bossy, but its handleable.

hmmm,

yesterday watched a movie with my mum and dad.

at home .

and it was about this lady having alzhemiers.

you know the disease where you forget stuff.

yeah, well, so, this lady was pregnant,

then she like forgt she was pregnant,

and then she thought she was fat,

so she started skipping,

cause she wanted to loose weight,

cause she thought her belly was bulging out cause

she was fat.

freaky right?

then when the baby was born,

she put the baby in the bath tub,

and on the tap.

and then she forgot.

and then luckily her husband came in time to

save the baby.

its super sad luh.

and scary. like forgetting the ones you love.

forgetting names, addresses.

i was close to tears luh.

hmmm, tomo got psl training.

finally out of the house.

ahahah.

ok well, got stuff to do.

byeeeee :D

2009-11-19T17:23:00.003+08:00

life is freaking unfair.

why my mom huh?

come on.

i was the one at camp

having god knows how much fun,

and i did not even bother to pray,

and my stupid excuse was that i had nailpolish on.

and yet , nothing happened to me.

and my mom,

she was at a freaking religious function,

and she fractured her ankle ?!

why ?

its not fair.

why wasnt it me huh?

i would be able to recover so much faster.

and my mom has alr gone through the pain.

enough alr.

she doesnt need anymore.

i seriouslt hate seeing her like this.

and its just not fair.

i guess it will never be.

well, the least that can happen now,

is that she heals fast.

its all i have been praying for the past few nights.

i hope it happens.

2009-11-12T10:00:00.002+08:00

You walked with me,
Footprints in the sand,
And helped me understand,
Where I'm going,

You walked with me,
When I was all alone,
With so much unknown,
Along the way,
Then I heard you say,

I promise you,
I'm always there,
When your heart is filled with sorrow,
And despair, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

I see my life flash across the sky,
So many times have I been so afraid.
And just when I, have thought I lost my way,
You gave me strength to carry on,
That's when I heard you say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sorrow and despair
And, I'll carry you
When you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

When I'm with you,
Well I know you've been there,
And I can feel you when you say,

I promise you (you)
I'm always there
When your heart is filled (when your heart)
With sadness and despair (and despair)
I'll carry you when you need a friend (need a friend)
You'll find my footprints in the sand. (I promise you)

Ohh. (I'm always there)

When your heart is full of
Sadness and despair, (and despair)
I'll carry you when you need a friend. (I'll carry you)
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

Uhh mmhhh.

the songs means so much.

and yeah, we will always remember our friends,

but deep inside, we all know,

we wont find a class,

quite as amazing as our current one.

lifes going to be quite shitty without the group.

everyone has something special.

im going to miss the weird eye contact i always give mai,

everytime a hot guy walks past.

and how she will be like 'yeah yeah !'

and then we would start laughing.

im going to miss maryam and her clumsiness.

thats seriously the funniest shit ever !

and the morning bus rides, when she

will inform me if -- is on the bus !

or when im sitting with a weird person on the bus,

and i sms her, and then

she will look at me, and then both of us will start laughing,

although it will be like really soft, so noone really notices.

im going to miss sarah,

and the times we skipped lessons,

and went to class really late,

and the weird times when people would call us twins,

and we would give each other the 'LOL!' face.

i guess i still have hidayah and naz but

if i dont then,

im going to miss hidayah,

for staying back with me,

and taking the bus with me back home.

and also, who will keep me updated when sleeq is

on suria now ?! omg shit. :(

and nazurah,

for the times we would just sit under a block to chat.

or take extra long bus rides just so that

we could finish of the convos we are having.

i guess the best one,

that ill never forget,

is when you introduces me to choki choki,

and got me addicted to it !

dannn i m going to miss everyone.

welll,

this is all i got to say,

I promise you
I'm always there
When your heart is filled
With sadness and despair
I'll carry you when you need a friend
You'll find my footprints in the sand.

love you !

ARefA

2009-11-08T22:02:00.002+08:00

this blog is so dead.

but whatever.

i like it when its dead.

i mean its like having a private blog,

just not making it offcially private.

get what i mean.

oh wait, there nobody there to get it.

lol.

ok nvm.

ok,

so anyways,

ive been having the most awesomest days of my life.

at sarahs house,

cycling,

wildwildwet,

school [at some points]

so yeah,

my lifes been pretty fun.

and yeah,

my mom thinks i should be more at home,

doing more of house stuff,

although she knows im not the housey kind of person.

but then again,

every mother wants their daughter to be at least

a bit housey.

ok so well.

ive finally updated :D

yay me.

and seriously, i should stop getting dreams/nightmares.

it just ruins my day.

and its like so realistic.

and some of them really hurt.

and then i just have a stupid foul mood

the whole day,

and it sucks.

ughhhhhhh.

here is one of the bad nightmares.

well i think youll feel my pain,

although i wont name the people in my nightmare.

so, i saw

---- going out with ---- at like tamp 1.

and then when i saw them,

they tried hiding from me.

and i was like what the hell.

and i like ----,

so i was like, why are you going out with ----!

and its like ---- told me straight to my face,

that he likes ---- and i was like super heart broken.

and then they like ------ in front of me.

i know,

sick dream.

but its like so hurtful!

and like all day,

i was just thinking bout that.

ugh.

ok its over.

and dont get me wrong,

i dont like ---- anymore.

but its like how does my mind even come up with such shit ?

i mean seriously,

where do dreams come from ?

like its so weird.

ok bye.

2009-10-27T17:06:00.002+08:00

HELLLLLLO :D

had the best dance practice yesterday.

had a new teacher.

named

BEVAN :D

and he is gooood :D

we learnt lyrical jazz.

yay !

anyways, i was reading my email ,

and i came across this poem.

quite touching uh.

Does Mommy Have a Phone Number in Heaven?
Mommy went to Heaven,
But I need her here today,
My tummy hurts and I feel down,
I need her right away,
Operator can you tell me how
To find her in this book?
Is heaven in the yellow part,
I don't know where to look.
I think my daddy needs her too,
At night I hear him cry.
I hear him call her name sometimes,
But I really don't know why.
Maybe if I call her,
She will hurry home to me.
Is heaven very far away,
Is it across the sea?
She's been gone a long, long time
She needs to come home now!
I really need to reach her,
I simply don't know how.
Help me find the number please,
Is it listed under 'Heaven'?
I can't read these big words,
I am only seven.
I'm sorry operator,
I didn't mean to make you cry,
Is your tummy hurting too,
Or is there something in your eye?
If I call my church maybe they will know.
Mommy said when we need help that's where we should go.
I found the number to my church
Tacked up on the wall.
Thank you operator,
I'll give them a call .

sweet right?

hmm,

3 more days till school is over.

dannnnnnn.

i feel like.

sad.

i want more school.

shit.

bye.

i have to think of my streaming now.

byeeeeeee !

2009-10-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

YOOOO!

today was amazing.

cause of the dance !

seriously

hk and her make up skillss.

and hidayah and her photography skills :D

thanks for taking pictures babe :D

ahahah had fun performing :D

and trying out the thai dance.

lol

hmmm

so many interesting stuffs happened today.

firstly,

during art,

played dare or darer.

it was so fun.

first up was andrea, she was a bit scared,

so hers werent that daring. but we will make

her do another one another day.

then was nazurah,

she had to go mess up the guys card game.

which was seriously funny.

then was anita.

she sat next to kj,

and said 'i love you'.

then was sarah,

she had to stand on the chair

and say

'syakir ! i love you !'

ahahah so funny.

and lastly.

the coolest.

maisarah had to BOOGEY in front of benjamin.

ahahah ben was dann cute,

he was like covering his face.

FUNNNY to the max.

loved art lesson like never before.

during malay lesson,

had a great time playing uno with,

syakirah, aisyah, priya, raziq, syaffi, and sarah.

usually i dont really like uno,

so i wont play.

but i tried today

and it was actually exciting :D

then it was the dance.

after school,

went to coffee bin,

with des, sel, fel, hk, mon, hid, aidah.

it was fun :D

actually understood what was going on :D

hahahah

ms kwong bought for us donuts and drinks :D

THANK YOU !

YAY COFFEE BIN.

had a super duper scary bus ride

was on the bus,

suddenly this lady started shouting at the bus driver.

stuff like

'this is fucked up'

'shut up i dont want to talk to you'

'youre a bastard'

and then,

she was asking a few people who were next to her,

what the mrt station was,

and since they were quite scared,

they sort of like just kept quiet,

and then she was like

' you all cina babi'

i was like WTF.

talk about rudeness.

come on !

mind your language luh.

no manners at all.

felt like shouting at her.

but im a kid,

so it wouldnt help.

hmmm whatev luh.

anyways, ebrahims family came over :D

just left.

got a few insights on what subjects

i should take.

and now im really sleepy.

so nights :D

ArEfA

2009-10-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

hmmmmmmm!

tomo is the malay dance, for the thai people.

i gave miki [if thats the spelling] a hug today,

for teaching me the fish thingie.

and also got a bracelet like thing !

love it to the max.

seriously.

hmm nothing interesting at the moment.

everyones going nuts over their results.

i just want to go out and have fun.

but like tk is seriously located in an awful place.

no fun stuff around.

sort of miss st hildas.

we could just walk out of school,

and we could choose between,

going to tm or cs,

or going to the park nearby,

or going kfc.

or macs.

or tampines safra

or just go home

ALL WALKING DISTANCE.

that was life!

talk about luxuries.

ok anyways, went magic wok today.

not a fan of the food anymore.

at least not as much as last time.

but the ice milo rocks :D

then went to get the clothes.

thanks ken for lending us some money. :DDDDD !

im scared of changing classes.

seriously.

cause its not like i dont hate anybody, although i try

my best to like everyone.

and i do not want to be in some nerd gang.

and thats why, im quite screwed.

i just really wish i have some friends.

sad endings :(

i hate it.

i dont want to separate from anyone.

dannn.

2009-10-19T00:58:00.003+08:00

hmmm, has been a long time since i have

used this blog.

well, one thing i can say, is that i have had

the best after exams outing ever.

firstly, went to snow city with PROPERLY.

secondly, went jalan raya with PROPERLY.

thirdly, went bowling with mental sisters.

forthly had couples group meeting.

yeah, the couples group meeting was today.

it was interesting.

i realised people have lives that we dont even know of.

quite cool, but weird at the same time.

anyways, over these past few days.

i found out stuff that, made me go 'woah'

and some that could seriously make me start thinking.

and some that could bring me close to tears.

and then the song by rascall flat,

espeically this line

'what hurts the most, was being so close'

will keep playing in my mind.

i admit i lost the chance.

but how do you move on?

when theres no one there to move on with,

easier said than done , i guess.

doesnt it suck,

to see the person who you dont really like,

get everything you wanted.

and like its straight in your face.

but you cant say anything,

cause for some reason,

you just think

'maybe he/she deserves it more than i do'

but yeah.

ok thats it.

bye

at times like these, i wish i had rasyidah.

not that properly is not enough,

theyre great,

but ive known syidah for 6 yrs, so theres a diff.

dont take it to heart, please.

2009-09-24T21:33:00.002+08:00

ooooo.
my bro wants his laptop back.
so i have to give it.
anyways,
im currently addicted to
CUN SAJA
by
SLEEQ.
intrducd to me by maryam D
thanks mar !

LYRICS. Chorus:-Lagu ini bukan di radio setiap hari untukmu

Lagu ini tidak perlu kau kembali kepadaku

Lagu ini hanya ingin kau fahami ku sudah teruskan hidupku

Semuanya cun saja

Tak perlu tinggalkan pesanan

Tak perlu buat panggilan

Ku tak perlu lagi kalau kau cuba mintak maaf

Lupakan sahaja

Diriku cun saja

Duduk di rumah seorang saja

Menulis lagu cinta

Menggunakan kisah ini tuk ceritakan

-Chorus-

Alyph:Cun hidupku kini cun saja

Sejak kita memang cun semuanya

Sejak pisah itulah permulaannya untukku berhati-hati dgn buaya

Ngap ngap pendirianku tegap

Jumlah kali kita bertengkar memang genap

Untuk aku ke tahap ini silap kita memang patut sama-sama kene sepak pak pak

Tapi bukan niat aku tuk salahkan dirimu

Aku sedar ku juga ada kekuranganku

Tapi kalau bersifat mementingkan diri sendiri untuk kebaikkan bukan kurang ajar itu

Duduk di rumah seorang saja

Mengarang lagu cinta

Dengan mengembalikan kisah kitakan tapi jangan perasaan

Ohh..

Walaupun ini bab yang baru ada masa arah ku tak tentu

Tetap rindu kehadiranmu, tidak patut

Kerna ku takut

-CHORUS-

Lagu ini,

Tandanya kamu masih sayangkan ku

Walaupun sudah tidak bersama lagi

Lagu ini,

Tandanya ku masih rindukanmu

Walaupun sudah tidak bersama lagi

Lagu ini,

Dengan lagu ini ku ingin memberitahu kamu bahawaku okay

Aku okayLagu ini,

Dengan lagu ini ku ingin memberitahu kamu jangan cakap tak boleh

-CHORUS-

alrighrt :D BYE !

2009-09-20T20:26:00.002+08:00

EID MUBARAK :D

& SELAMAT HARI RAYA

to all my friends out there.

if i have ever done or said anything wrong,

please do forgive me !

and i hope all of you take this time,

to enjoy with your family and friends :D

LOVE !

ahahha, yes yes,

thats my family.

direct family.

small one in singapore.

sadly.

sometimes i wish i could go to india,

so many more people there :(

BUT ANYWAYS,

i enjoyed my first day of eid.

my cousins are so cute !

tomo, will be going out with masjid friends :D :D

cant wait.

but i think ill look like the odd one out.

ill be wearing ppunjabi,

and everyone will be in rida.

oooooo.

oh well.

I REALLY CANT WAIT :D

YAY !

AREfA

2009-09-18T20:36:00.002+08:00

OMG

today was mega super super funny.

specially art.

heres what happened between jethro and mrs tan.

so,

mrstan was telling us her daily dose of stories,

and then jethro was like,

'cher time for art ready'

and mrs tan got like pissed,

and called him out.

funny shit.

and then she was like 'how dare you ....'

and she also said

something about character.

then she asked jethro to sit down.

then she asked him for his cca.

at first he was like

BADMINTON !

LOL.

and the mrs tan was like

'you sure?'

then he was like,

'sorry what did you ask again? . ohhh, ncc'

AHAHHA LAME MUCH.

he doesnt even know how to play badminton.

loser luh he.

but it was entertainment :D

but seriously, mrs tan tells tooooo many stories.

ok i need to stop using the comp.

from tomo onwards, i aint going to use it.,

hopefully.

wish me luck !

BYEEEEE :D

2009-09-16T21:28:00.002+08:00

if they asked me ,

i would say, i dont even know your name.

and when they ask me,

does it change?

no it doesnt change a thing.

there just something bout the way you love me.

thers just something bout the way you know me.

:D :D

love this song.

future love.

by kristina Debarge.

anyways,

today had the presentation :D

it was fun, not bad.

all the groups did well luh.

and today i think, me and hk suppose to meet

mdm hals.

but we forgot. lol. shit. sorry.

and i left my white shoes in 2c :(

dannit.

i hope justin or rashidah helps me get it :D

omg i cant believe im so scared.

ahahah i love my shoes so much.

weird me.

sarah, hope you get well.

suggest you dont come school tomo.

lol, and mai is a busy person :P

always rushing :P.

funny luh she.

okok,

byeeeeee :D

oh right,

ner came up with this song.

'i am a bimbo,

i am a bimbo.

i am a b-i-m-b.....

i am a bimbo'

LOL. do you get it?

the person singing it, cant even

spell bimbo!

shows how much of a bimbo she is :P

lol,

btw today was last dance prac :D :(

yeha im sad and happy.

something we made up,

cause we need to pose for a dance.

SUPERMAN

BATMAN

WONDER WOMAN

DORAEMON

YO! [huikhuans slang]

lol.

ok bye :D

nights.

2009-09-14T20:13:00.002+08:00

omg.

stop saying bad things about miss world luh.

i mean yes, her english was not perfect,

and its weird,

but miss world is about LOOKS.

prettiness and hotness,

stuff like that.

SO STOP with insulting her.

just imagine if you had t go through insults,

over the way you speak.

ITS EMBARASSING.

and yes, you can say that she got herself

into the mess.

BUT COME ON,

shes human.

people make mistakes.

but they dont want to be taunted their whole lives.

AND F.Y.I,

to the people who said she is bimbotic,

SHE IS NOT.

just cause she cant speak proper english,

doesnt mean she is bimbotic ! tsk.

if that was the case,

wouldnt those grandparents who dont know

how to speak eng be considered bimbotic ?!

tsk.

annoying sia.

have a heart ok.

she still has feelings.

its heartbreaking to see a singaporean,

insulting their own fellow country mate.

tsk.

stop it.

byeee.

ArEfA

2009-09-13T14:19:00.002+08:00

Abra-abra-cadabra,

i want to reach out and grab ya.

ahahhaa.

i love that song.

by steve miller band .

and im sort of addicted to dear bobbie too.

its so sweet.

'when i die then i die, loving you.'

i just finished dnt.

online information stuff.

i still got to draw the 5 ideas.

shit, im so lazy.

omg.

omgomg.

i just did a quiz.

and i got a super sad answer :(

dannnnn.

ahaha,

okok im hungry luh.

heres something i read.

and totally agree with.

everybody is fighting over whose religion is true.

and for real.

and like one religion will say

that only we go to heaven,

adn the rest go to hell.

but i mean, do you really think,

that God will send ou into the Earth,

to follow the 'wrong' religion,

and then send you to hell?

doesnt make sense right?

i just wished people would stop discriminating others,

just cause of their religion.

its ridiculous.

ok done.

i sriously need to get started on dnt.

byeeeeee :D

ArEfA

sadly, i keep thinking about the futre,

and not the present,

thats why i fidn it so scary.

2009-09-11T21:05:00.003+08:00

omg.

the performance today was amazing.

i love the feeling of making people happy.

seeing the old aunties/uncles smile,

nod their heads.

its so touching.

and then when they were leaving,

hk, stated to high 5 them.

and i could tell they felt loved.

and it was so sweet to see the smiles on their faces.

and them praising and thanking us.

its amazing how much we can touch their lives.

and i really wished i could go and just give them

a hug, but obviously, that would be weird.

and not only that,

our class was so united.

not the whole class,

but maybe around 1/2 ?

gosh i love the feeling.

i mean,

isnt this kind of a life better than just studying.

id rather go around,

help people,

see them smile,

rather than study,

study,

study.

anyways,

ill be going back to the mosque very soon.

i hope i can stay awake the whole time.

im alr feeling drowsy.

shit.

i cant stand the fact youre so 2 faced.

but why is it that i cant hate you.

and why did i have to hear about all of this,

just when we were starting to be friends again.

AREfA

its like every moment,

all i wait for is a stupid sms from you,

and i feel like a dumb idiot,

cause youre an ass.

shit.

2009-09-10T15:01:00.000+08:00

ok.
blogger is weird again.
so no font colour/size.
sorry.
anyways, i keep having this
weirdly cool dream !
im like in college.
and there is a whole lot of partying.
but for some reason, there is this
old guy who keeps running after me,
and its like, if he catches me,
i have to restart the whole running thing.
almost like a game.
cool? yeah.
weird? YEAH !
ahahaha,
went to mai's house to do the performance thingie :D
hope everyone likes it.
o.o i better go find some appropriate clothes to wear !!
AHAHAHA.
so happy nowadays, i wonder why :P
ok. bye.
ArefA

2009-09-08T23:42:00.002+08:00

life is scary.

im having goosebumps right now.

almost close to tearing.

not cause im sad.

or hurt.

just scared.

i was blog hopping,

and the girl who i thought was like

omg ' perfect' has a problem,

which nobody will be able to fix.

and in anothers person blog,

she wrote about how her friends died.

i mean.

so young ?

damn.

now im 14.

in 2 yrs ill be 16.

then 18.

then 20.

isnt that fast ?

or just slow?

i dont know why im thinking so much.

but to the girl,

i hope your problem is solved.

i hope you get better.

and for now,

ill try to look at the less scarier stuff in life.

maybe blog hopping, is too much

for someone of my age.

sometimes,

i wish i never found out somethings.

and sorry for not replying tags.

no mood.

hmmmm,

nights !

ArEfA

2009-08-31T23:12:00.004+08:00

Boss: Where were you born?

Sardar: India ...

Boss: which part?

Sardar: What 'which part'? Whole body was born in India

2 sardar were fixing a bomb in a car.

Sardar 1: What would you do if the bomb

explodes while fixing.

Sardar 2: Dont worry, I have one more.

Sardar: What is the name of your car?

Lady: I forgot the name, but is starts with 'T'.

Sardar: Oh, what a strange car, starts with Tea. All cars that

I know start with petrol.

Sardar joined new job. 1st day he worked till late evening on the computer.

Boss was happy and asked what you did till evening.

Sardar: Keyboard alphabets were not in order, so I made it alright.

Museum Administrator: That's a 500-year-old statue u've broken..

Sardar: Thanks God! I thought it was a new one.

At the scene of an accident a man was crying: O God! I have lost my hand, oh!

Sardar: Control yourself. Don't cry. See that man. He has lost his head. Is he crying?

Sardar: U cheated me.

Shopkeeper: No, I sold a good radio to u.

Sardar: Radio label shows Made in Japan but radio says this is 'All India Radio! '

NOW THE LAST TWO ULTIMATE:

In an interview, Interviewer: How does an electric motor run?

Sardar: Dhhuuuurrrrrrrrrr. .....

Inteviewer shouts: Stop it.

Sardar: Dhhuurrrr dhup dhup dhup....

Tourist: Whose skeleton is that?

Sardar: An old king's skeleton.

Tourist: Who's that smaller skeleton next to it?

Sardar: That was same king's skeleton when he was a child.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ahahah.

funny right?

i found it funny.

anyways.

dickson is scary,

its like he can read my mind.

omg, he seriously feels the same way as i do.

high 5 dickson !

ahahah,

ok thats all :D

byeee

ArEfA

2009-08-31T20:17:00.002+08:00

Arefa - says:

did you go back ?

syidahteo says:

nah

you dint too?

Arefa - says:

lol. obviously ill calll you if i was going too

why dint you?

syidahteo says:

not sureeee..

well one most obvious reason will be

cos you dint go!!

duh!!

AWWWWWWWW

read the text in purple.

so sweet right :D :D

aahahahah , so touched !

lol.

ANYWAYS,

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY

to all those wonderful givers out there,

youre the most angelic thing in peoples lives.

you rock books :D

stay smart teachers.

hmmm,

anyways,

had to do project.

went o eliz house.

mad followed.

and madeleine is super duper crazy !

funnny shits man.

ahaha and i got to 'tatoo'

mad's leg :D :D

yay me.

and her mom was once again,

super duper generous.

LOVE HER :D
ahahaha

okok,

byeeeee :D

ArEfA

2009-08-29T21:46:00.002+08:00

eeeee.

shit luh

i got so many coool pict i want to upload.

but guess what ?

i think my phone has no usb cable ?!

like wtf :(

wasted sia.

or, maybe it did,

just that since my mom has never used it,

and this phone is 4 years old?

i guess its lost.

anyways.

today was fun.

prepared for teachers day :D :D

hmmm, we tried using the glass

deco to write on the balloon.

some kind of dripped :(

so some balloons look gross.

but some look pretty :D !

yay.

andand, i just finished music project.

ill either move on to english report,

or finish off the teachers day deco !

and i still got malay karangan to do !

hmmm,

i havent got anything for the teachers.

shit.

sorry teachers.

oh no :(

is everybody going to get something ?

oooooo?

ok well i shall be going off.

busybusy day.

hope i dont get distracted.

come on arefa,

keep your head in the game.

eww, gross hsm.

ok bye

AREfA

2009-08-27T19:34:00.002+08:00

hmm,

i got 15 1/2 for math.

over 40.

i cried luh duh.

i think i got lowest in class?

maybe.

but its not like i dint try !

i just dont know what happened to me.

but i want to do better,

i really do.

and mdm hyena

is not helping.

shes annoying me.

i talked to my dad abt quitting council.

he said alright if i really dont like it.

but it will put a bad mark on my report card.

shit luh.

and i dont really want to quit.

i mean i want to help the school,

i just dont want to be like 'the councilor'

i want to look like the rest.

ughhh.

other than that ,

i feel kind of sad.

my marks have been going down.

shit luh, this is suppose to be a happy blog.

OK :D happy me.

aahahah.

my dad bought nutella for me,

to eat in the morning :D

YAYYYYY.

he rocks.

nutella rocks :D !

WOOOO :D

bye

be happy !

sorry, for being sad at the first part.

byeeeee

ARefA

2009-08-22T19:57:00.002+08:00

i got a pocket ,

got a pocket ,

of sunshine.

people have changed.

people are different.

i wish they werent.

but they are.

hmmmmm :(.

but then again, i realised

some people are really nice.

people who i thought ill dislike,

are the ones i think are the best now.

today had council.

did alot of things.

its scary how some things written on paper,

can actually be true.

hmmm,

it was fun.

played frisbee.

and some ball games. :D

ahahah hk fell ! funny shit.

but she got bruised.

poor her.

and mad,

is has the hardest hitting ever.

she hit my hand until it wa ssupr freaking red :(

pain shit man.

but its a game.

so it was for fun peace laughter and joy.

hmm,

and mai,

is a super good two pointer !

LOL.

and she has hot hair :P :P.

cheyyyyyy :D

just broke fast around like 45 mins ago :D

yay me.

i got to drink water.

which i totally appreciate now.

although i wish i had chocolate milk to drink.

tsk.

OK BYE :D

AREfA

2009-08-19T22:24:00.002+08:00

shit.

i want to go for another soccer match :(

i dont know why,

but i really liked it.

super super exciting.

dannnnn.

im actually missing soccer.

weird.

2009-08-19T22:16:00.000+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=147257&id=659565519

here you go :D

2009-08-19T21:00:00.002+08:00

SOCCER WON :D

WOOOTS.

they were hot shit .

the most exciting game.

CONGRATULATIONS PEEPOS :D.

i think im going to add more pict on facebook,

later ill put the link,

once everything is uploaded :D

AND CONGRATULATIONS

to the kayaking tooooo.

next time, i shall come watch you guys :D

ahahah.

BYE AMAZING TKSIANS :D

LOVE.

arefa

2009-08-18T16:12:00.003+08:00

helllllllllo.

today was geog and malay.

wahhh.

it was so fast.

can you believe that 4 papers are over ?!

so fast sia.

i cant take it.

WORLD, SLOW DOWN.

tsk.

hmmmmmmm

and, tomo is lit and math.

andand,

guess what i ate today.

sardien currypuff.

and some crab nugget.

ahaah afrom old changkeeee.

i hardly eat there,

so its kind of new !

and a muffin.

hehe, jealous ?

AREFA :D

i hate the fact it ended it so fast.and if i had another chance,i would take it.

but now,all i can say is,pleaseeee,at least talk to me.

i never realised how much i missed you,until now.

2009-08-17T17:39:00.002+08:00

o.o

ahahha,

befoe i go to geog and malay studying.

did i tell you that math class was funnnnnny !.

firstly cause mrs lim asked royce to ans a ques

then royc was dint know what the ques was.

then weng mu said it.

then roce was ask to answer the ques,

and royce was like [in his american accent]

I DINT HEAR HIM.

and mrs lim was like[in fake american accent]

BECAUSE YOU WERE TALKING MAN.

ahahaha.

and then the other thng that was funny,

was cause mrs lim was explaining to us why

we cant round it off to three sig fig,

when its an exact number,

and after the whole long explaination,

kenneth was like

BUT MRS LIM, 8.8 IS THE SAME AS 8.80 !

lol man.

should have seen mrs lim face.

ahahah, mrs lim has the wierdest expressions.

funny person.

OK BYE

ARefA

2009-08-17T16:46:00.002+08:00

shit luh.

today sucked.

get ready to either laugh,

or really pity me.

first,

while doing summary.

i was like happyhappy doing.

then i had 15 min to write the real thing,

cause i was doing the draft.

and then i was writing,

and like adding and subtracting words.

then, onced i finish,

i counted the words, and there was only like

110 words.

then i was like wtf?

cause i knew i had way moe than that.

then i checked my draft.

and i realised i left out 1 sentence.

so i quickly wrote it in.

then counted.

and there was only 130 plus.

and again i was like HUH?

then i check draft again,

AND I SAW I MISSED OUT 1 more sentence,

and there was like 2 min left?

so i wrote the sentence.

and my hand was shaking like shit.

i was so scared :(

and in the end, i had no word count.

there goes a mark.

and my eng sucks :(

dannit.

then, for sci paper,

i dint complete the last question.

5 marks i think ?

and i dint know how to do the faiz question :(

the one w the headlight and stuff.

and then,

here comes the worst part,

i was walking back to class,

WHEN A BIRD POOED ON ME.

i was like screaming like shit.

so embarrassing.

and i ran to the second level toilet.

sick , gross , disgusting.

then,

mai , mar and ruth[for awhile] came.

and then, they all suddenly got some

super shocked face,

and they were staring at my skirt.

and i was like thinking,

omg is there an insect or something ?

but actually it was more BIRD POO.

i just screamed like crazy,

and they were helping me wipe it off.

omg,

thanks alot mai and mar.

and then,

when i wen back t the classroom,

and insect was flying around.

and i hate insects :(

ughhhh.

and lastly,

when i checked my bag,

there was this hairball :(

i wanted to puke sia.

sick shit.

so yeah,

thats my horrible day.

want to beat that ?

dream on.

byeeeeee.

ArEfA

2009-08-16T19:58:00.003+08:00

hellllllllllo :D

i havent done much.

but i did a bit.

im taking a break now.

andand,

wanna see justinnnn ?

ahahha, i think he looks

super cool in the uni !

ahahahha.

cool eh??

his super serious man !

id be laughing like crazy

if that was me.

GO JUSTIN :D

lol

hehe,

one day i shall buy you a uni,

so you can wear it wherever you go !

ahahhaha.

im so nice :D

andand,

gues what !!

eeesh stayed up till 1 yesterday !!

miracle or what sia.

ahahha

i thought he would never last so long.

but he proved him self.

pround of you !

ahahahah

and my parents are out :D
andand, my brother just foudn out

david cooks bro died.

is he slow or slow?

slwer than slow.

anyways,

ahahah when i made him hear the song permanent,

he suddenly became emo,

and hugged me.

in his super drama way.

and pretended to cry.

AHAHHA LAME.

but funny.

okok,

byeeeeee

AreFA

2009-08-15T17:28:00.000+08:00

sad news.

sanat is nowhere to be found on facebook.

ahahhaha ok .

bye old friend/enemy.

guess ill never know who you are.

2009-08-15T17:10:00.002+08:00

omg.

so cool.

i was looking at my p6 year book.

and i saw basyir and faiz !

ahahah they looked so freaking cute !

and faiz was shorter tha me luh :(

grrr.

not fair.

anyways,

then i found my p5 year book.

and then i remembered this guy.

his name is sanat kiran .

cheyy, i sound like a stalker.

but its sooooo cool,

cause ,

he use to take the same school bus as me.

he was 1 year older luh.

and he use to annoy me to shits.

and like once he broke my bag !

LOL.

butbut,

i remember i had like a small

crush on him !

ahahha ,

and now i know why !

lol, his seriously hot luh.

hmmmm,

i wonder what his doing now ?

lol.

hehe,

im trying to find him on facebook !

butbut, i doubt he will remember me.

cause i dint remember him until today !

ahahahah.

okok, byeee

ArEfA

2009-08-15T00:07:00.002+08:00

helllllo :D

im still on.

and im bored.

soooooo,

its 12.08.

HAPPY NEW DAY EVERYONE.

ahhahah im 8 mins late.

but guess who is still online,

obviously the one and only wja.

LOL.

just got a dse of one tree hill.

omg tense sia.

and its so sweet.

i love the sentece,

'believe that dreams can come true everyday,

cause they do.'

im believing, i hope its true.

btw, all the best for your race eeeeesh :D

andand,

i need to stud.

shit.

tomo.

studdystudystudy.

i still need to make notes for ,

lit,

hist,

sci.

and i need to memo geog and sci.

shittttt.

ok tomo im completeing lit and sci notes.

and memorising sci,

and a bi of geog.

thats my goal.

wish me luckkkkkkk :D

bye lovables.

btw, did i say how freaking funny

syakirah is, cuase she was soooo paiseh just now.

ahahahah,

she went for the wrong prize presentation thing.

funnny shit ! AHAHHA

okok.

byeee

AREfA

2009-08-14T20:08:00.002+08:00

WATCH OUT FOR LAME PERSON !

-its a guy.

-he is a bit talller than me i think.

-he is freaking funny[like mega].

-his a freaking cool night buddy.

-he stays up till only god knows what time.

-he is obviously lame [ as the title says]

-he scares me with jigsaw

-he tries to threaten me with mint lozenges

-he has a BFFFFFFFFFFFF

-he just promoted the movie 'never back down'

by giving it 10.5/10

-and he rocks to the coreeeeeeee.

ahahah still wondering who ?

...............

here he is .

wong jia an :D

ahahahah .

omg i took so long ti find a pict of him.

okok,

byeeeeeeee

AREfA

2009-08-14T17:51:00.002+08:00

eeeeee.
today was oral.
malay sucked.
it always did and always will.
english was ok.
the teacher seemed friendly,
but im scared i blabbered to much shit.
and then after that was,
the prize presentation thing.
and guess what?!?!??!
our freaking sec 1 pict is there.
and my hair is all tied back,
and i look like an ass.
dannit.
shit luh.
instead of being happy,
im going to have a social suicide.
shit luh.
i really wish i dint have to go through it.
ughhhhhhh.
and after that went home with hid and naz.
thats it .
byeeeee.
AREfa.

eee.
its obvious i hate the fact,
that you know who exists.
so just stop with the
____________ cause it keeps me
thinking that there might still be a chane.
and for you,
id always wish to be your friend.
but i guess for you,
it wasnt the same.

2009-08-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

dance rocks :D

YAYYYYY ! lol :D

2009-08-13T19:02:00.002+08:00

ahahah.

today was kind of funny.

went with hid, naz in 16.

then i wanted to prank.

so we pranked eeeeeeeeesh :D.

told him something like,

we wanted to meet him or something.

ahahaha it was quite funny.

so anyways, after everything,

we thought he was angry.

then he told me that ,

he actualy wasnt pranked,

cause he dint go to the place where

we asked him to meet us.

but he dint tell nazurah that.

he still petended to be angry at nazurah.

aahhahaha,

and naz was stressed up in the bus.

super cute and funny.

anyways,

in the end,

eeeeeesh, told naz the truth.

about the fact that he wasnt pranked,

and wasnt angry.

ahahahah,

so i hope naz is ok now :D

LOL.

ahahahha,

so we are al cool with each othe now aaye?

ahahhaa.

dont angryangry.

LOL.

sorry to both of you,

if you all are angry .

ok byeeeeeeee :D

AreFA

2009-08-11T21:26:00.001+08:00

awww.
i love the group.
even at times like
me losing all my notes,
they ae there for me :D
probably going to phoocopy from one of
them tomo.
gosh, i love them !
thanks lovables.
for the support,
no matter what :D
ArEfA

2009-08-11T19:44:00.002+08:00

omg !

i lost my science notes :(

every single thin gon ions.

superbombs.

you name it, i lost it :(

im seriously heart broken man.

all my drawings,

hui khuans writing.

all the funny memories,

ALL GONE :(

fuckfuckfuck,

anyways,

god is amazing.

i swear.

cause you see,

my uncle from portugal just left today,

and tomo, an uncle from india was suppose

to come.

but he dint :):)

nono,

im not mean.

its just that, whenever anyone comes to live

at the house,

i have to trnsfer room,

and sleep with my bro.

and its annoyng,

cause i cant study at all at my

bros room.

so anyways,

today the uncle coming from india,

called,

and said he couldnt come,

cause of some stuff !

YAY MANN!

but im only happy cause now i can study,

otherwise,

its usually quite fun having

the uncle around,

HIS SUPER FUNNY.

AHAHHAHAH.

ok,

thats all.

im off.

and im hoping my sci notes will com back to me.

im so screwed for common :(

grrrrrr.

bye

AREfA

2009-08-10T13:04:00.002+08:00

lol.

i miss the coldness.

singapore so hot right now.

i want to go paris.

cheyy, like im some rich kid.

anyways,

yesterday i went vivo !

first time in my life.

lol.

ok i know, im slow.

tsk.

and i went with my uncle,

from portugal.

so we went into some electronic place.

and he saw this seriously awesome

speakers.

you know the kind that can

make your house into a theatre !

cool !!

so anyways,

without checking,

he just bought it.

reatrded right ?

it was like 588$ uh.

and then, when we reached home,

he called his son.

and then the son said

it might not wrk on their tv.

cause the speakers nto good anough ?!

like wth !

how good is their tv mannn ?

tsk.

rich people.

ahahha,

and my uncles reaction was just like,

ohok.

okiedokie.

thats all.

and i cant do any work.

cause i left sci notes under the desk.

and geog note book under he desk.

fcuk.

grrrr.

tomo im bringing home as much as possible.

i need to start studying !

byeeeee

ArEfA

2009-08-08T13:28:00.002+08:00

hahahah,

mdm shahera.

elizabeth.

felicia.

selene.

hui khuan.

and sarah

at esplanade :P !

Lately I've been hard to reach, I've been too long on my own

Everybody has a private world, where they can be alone

Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through?

Are you reaching out for me? I'm reaching out for youI'm just so xxxxxxx depressed,

I just can't seem to get out this slump If I could just get over this hump,

but I need something to pull me out this dump I took my bruises, took my lumps,

fell down and I got right back up But I need that spark to get psyched back up,

in order for me to pick the mic back up I don't know how or

why or when I ended up in this position I'm in I'm starting to feel distant again,

so I decided just to pick this pen Up and try to make an attempt to vent

but I just can't admit or come to grips With the fact that I may be done with rap,

I need a new outlet

And I know some xxxx so hard to swallow, can't sit back and wallow

In my own sorrow, but I know one fact: I'll be one tough act to follow

One tough act to follow, I'll be one tough act to follow

Here today, gone tomorrow, but you'd have to walk a thousand miles...

In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me

I'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to

Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's minds

Just to see what we'd find, look at xxxx through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)

I think I'm starting to lose my sense of humour, everything's so tense and gloom, I

Almost feel like I got to check the temperature of the room just as soon as

I walk in, it's like all eyes on me, and so I try to avoid any eye contact

Cause if I do that, then it opens the door for conversation, like I want that

I'm not looking for extra attention, I just wanna be just like you

Blend in with the rest of the room, maybe just point me to the closest restroom

I don't need no xxxxxxx man servant, tryna follow me around and wipe my ass

And laugh at every single joke I crack and half of 'em ain't even funny like "Hah!

Marshall you're so funny man you should be a comedian, God damn"

Unfortunately I am, I just hide behind the tears of a clown

So why don't you all sit down, listen to the tale I'm about to tell

Hell, we don't gotta trade our shoes, and you ain't gotta walk no thousand miles...

In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me

I'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to

Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's minds

Just to see what we'd find, look at xxxx through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)

Nobody asked for life to deal us what these bullshit hands we're dealt

We gotta take these cards ourselves, and flip them, don't expect no help

Now I could of either just sat on my xxx and pissed and moaned

Or take this situation in which I'm placed, and get up and get my own

I was never the type of kid to wait by the door and pack his bags

Or sat on the porch and hoped and pray for a dad to show up who never did

I just wanted to fit in, every single place, every school I went

I dreamed of being that cool kid, even if it meant acting stupid

Aunt Edna always told me, "Keep making that face it'll get stuck like that"

Meanwhile I'm just standing there holding my tongue tryna talk like "thissss"

Till I stuck my tongue on that frozen stop sign pole at eight years old

I learned my lesson then, cause I wasn't trying to impress my friends no more

But I already told you my whole life story, not just based on my description

Cause where you see it, from where you're sitting, it's probably a hundred and ten percent different

I guess we would have to walk a mile in each other's shoes at least

What size you wear? I wear tens, let's see if you could fit your feet...

In my shoes, just to see, what it's like to be me

I'll be you, let's trade shoes, just to see what it'd be like to

Feel your pain, you feel mine, go inside each other's minds

Just to see what we'd find, look at xxxx through each other's eyes

But don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)

Don't let 'em say you ain't beautiful (Ohhhh)

They can all get fucked, just stay true to you (Sooooo)

Lately I've been hard to reach, I've been too long on my own (Ohhhh)

Everyone has their private world, where they can be alone (Soooo)

Are you calling me? Are you trying to get through? (Ohhhh)

Are you reaching out for me? I'm reaching out for you (Soooo)

Yeah, to my babies, stay strong. Dad will be home soon.

And to the rest of the world, God gave you them shoes,

To fit you, so put 'em on and wear em. Be yourself, man.

Be proud of who you are. Even if it sounds corny,

Don't ever let no one tell you, you ain't beautiful.

ahahahha.

eminems song.

beautiful.

i love it :D

its so touching.

specially the parts in red.

mainly the chorus.

& eminem,

please dont ever think of stopping

to rap.

i really hope the green part aint true.

hmmmm,

byeeeeeeee :D

AREfA

2009-08-07T20:42:00.000+08:00

eeee.
stupid blogger.
still got problems :(
anyways,
my dads coming back from malaysia !
ahahahha,
todays celebrations was great.
although i wish i was with the group.
and when we were singing the national day song,
it was so touching.
omg, i cant believe its the last national day
with our closest friend.
shit luh, im starting to think about how this
year is going to end again,
i love you guys.
the group.
the dancers.
the classmates.
the friends who make me laugh.
byeeeee
AREfA

2009-08-04T21:02:00.004+08:00

omg.

finally.

i can add pictures.

but only cause im using my

bro's laptop,

thats why, i have no recent pictures.

ahahahah.

omg me with shahrukhkhan so cool right ?!?!?

ahahahah.

and thats me holding the trophy at the wembley

stadium.

i had to tiptoe sey.

i was so short.

dannit.

ok, hmmm,

i just passed hist.

so 7/14.

and maths i got 18.

i tred luh.

im so tired right now.

i really dont care.

hmmm, science level test this thurs :(

i still havent studied.

shitshitshit.

and malay test today was soooo hard.

i rather the normal paper

than all these weird qustions.

ok ,

gtg :D

byeeeee

AREfA

happy birthday madeleine :D !

2009-08-01T19:50:00.002+08:00

So Oh Oh So Ohhh

Will the real MC please step to the mic?

MC- You need an MC, place to be

MC the MC

All up in the blogs

Say we met at the bar

When I don’t even know who you are

Say we up in your house

Sayin’ I’m up in your car

But you in LA but I’m out at Jermaine’s

I’m up in the A- you’re so so lame

and no on here even mentions your name

It must be the weed, it must be the E

cuz you be poppin, hood, you get it poppin’

Ooh boy why you so obsessed with me?

Boy I want to know- lyin’ that you’re sexin me

when everybody knows it’s clear that you’re upset with me

Ohh finally found a girl that you couldn’t impress

Last man on the earth- still couldn’t get this

You’re delusional, you’re delusional

Boy you’re losing your mind

It’s confusin yo, you’re confused you know

Why you wasting your time?

Got you all fired up with your Napoleon complex

See right through you like you’re bathin’ in windex

Ooh Ohh Ohh boy why you so obsessed with me?

And all the ladies sing, all the girls sing

Soo Oohhhh Soo Oohh Obsessed

You on your job, you hittin’ hard

Ain’t gon feed you, gon’ let you starve

Graspin’ for air I’m ventilation

You out of breath, hope you ain’t waitin

Tellin’ the world how much you miss me

But we never were so why you trippin’

You a mom and pop, I’m a corporation

I’m the press conference, you a conversation

Ooh boy why you so obsessed with me?

Boy I want to know- lyin’ that you’re sexin me

when everybody knows it’s clear that you’re upset with me

Ohh finally found a girl that you couldn’t impress

Last man on the earth- still couldn’t get this

You’re delusional, you’re delusional

Boy you’re losing your mind

It’s confusin yo, you’re confused you know

Why you wasting your time?

Got you all fired up with your Napoleon complex

See right through you like you’re bathin’ in windex

Ooh Ohh Ohh boy why you so obsessed with me?

And all the ladies sing, all the girls sing

Soo Oohhhh Soo Oohh Obsessed

okok,

i have a reason for posting this song.

this song was written by mariah carey,

sort of indirectly directed to eminem !

and now his pissed,

and he wrote the song ' the warning',

to diss her and nick.

wanna hear ??

ahaha go youtube yourself,

but ill paste the lyrics here,

nly reason I dissed you in the first place is because you denied seeing me
Now I’m pissed off
Sit back and relax homey, kick back and relax, grab a six pack while I kick facts
Yeah Dre’s sick track, perfect way to get back
Wanna hear something wick wack?
I got the exact same tat that’s on Nick’s back
I’m obsessed now
Oh gee, is that supposed to be me in the video with the goatee
Wow Mariah, I didn’t expect her to go balls out
Bitch, shut the fuck up before I put all them phone calls out you made to my house when you was wild n out before Nick
When you was on my dick and give you somethin to smile about
How many times you fly to my house? Still trying to count
Better shut your lying mouth if you don’t want Nick finding out
You probably think cuz it’s been so long if i had something on you I woulda did it by now
On the contrary, Mary Poppins, I’m mixing our studio session down and sending it to mastering to make it loud
Enough dirt on you to murder you
This is what the fuck I do
Mariah, it ever occur to you that I still have pictures?
However you prefer to do and goes for you too, Nick, faggot
You think I’m scared of you?
You gonna ruin my career you better get one
Like I’ma sit and fight with you over some slut bitch cunt who made me put up with her psycho ass over 6 months and only spread her legs to let me hit once
Yeah, what you gonna say? I’m lucky? Tell the public that I was so ugly that you fucking had to be drunk to fuck me?
Second base? What the fuck you tell Nick, punk?
In the second week we was dry humping. It’s gotta count for something.
Listen, girly. Surely you don’t want me to talk about how I nutted early cos ejaculated early and bus all over your belly, and you almost started hurling and said I was gross, go get a towel you’re stomachs curling. Or maybe you do.
But if I’m embarrassing me, I’m embarrassing you and don’t you dare say it isn’t true.
As long as the song’s getting airplay I’m dissing you.
I’m a hair away from getting carried away and getting sued.
I was gonna stop at 16. This is 32. This is 34 bars. We ain’t even a third of the way through.
Damn, Slim. Mariah played you. Mariah who?
Oh did I say ”whore”, Nick? I meant a liar too.
Like I’ve been goin off on you all this time for no reason.
Girl you out ya alcholic mind. Check ya wine cellar. Look at all the amounts of wine.
Like I sit around and think about you all the time.
I just think this is funny when I pounce you on a rhyme.
But it now i’m about to draw the line.
And for you to cross it that’s a mountain that I doubt you wanna climb.

I can describe areas of your house that you wouldn’t find on an episode of Cribs
A blubba load ribs if I hear another word so don’t go opening your jibs cos every time you do it’s just another load of fibs
I ain’t saying this shit again, ho. You know what it is.
It’s a warning shot for before I blow up ya whole spot
Call my bluff and I’ll release every fucking thing I got
Including the voicemails right before you flipped your top
When me and Luis were tryin’ to stick two CD’s in the same spot
(Slim Shady I love you)
I love you too
Let me whisper sweet nothings into your ear, boo. Now what you say?
(It’s nothing)
Guess what I’ll do?
I’ll refresh your memory when you said ”I want you”
Now should I keep going or should we call truce?
(You think you’re cute, right? Hahaha)
You bet your sweet ass I do
(I’m Mary Poppins, b)
And I’m Superman, mmm
(Mary P. Slim Shady)
Comin’ at you
So if you’ll still be my (babygirl)
Then I’ll still be your (Superhero, Wilma M.)
Yeah, I’m right here
(You like this)
Nope. Not anymore, Dear.
It cuts like a (knife) when I tell ya get a (life)
But I’m movin on with mine
Nick, is that your (wife)
Well tell her to shut her mouth then I’ll leave her alone
If she don’t (sing this script?) then I’ma just keep goin
(I see Mary Ann. Mary Ann’s saying ”cut the tape, cut the tape”. Knife!)

I KNOW!

cool shits right :D GO EMINEM.

i love him,

and will always do.

mariah, just piss off.

byeeeee :D

AREfA

2009-08-01T15:34:00.002+08:00

AHAAHAHA :D

want to hear a story about a hook and a strap ?

lol, its a super freaking funny story.

dont get grossed out alright.

i suggest you leave if you get grossed out easily,

although i dont think its that gross.

but its like really funnny !

ok, so when andrea was walking,

i pulled her skirt.

and then she wanted to take revenge,

so she pulled my ___[fill in yourself] strap

and i was like, ' ILL GET YOU LATER]

then during dance,

i tried pulling hers.

and the jermaine tried pulling mine.

and then i tried avoiding,

and then kristle ganged up with jermaine.

so i was like vs-ing both of them.

and then while i was trying to black kristle,

jermaine grabbed the back, and pulled.

and suddenly there was a 'SNAP'

and i was like HOLYYYY.

LOL.

soso,

i went to check what happned,

and apprently the hook broke !

LOL MUCH.

aahahha it was super funny luh/

i was alughing like crazy.

ahaha dann weird feeling !

ahaaha,

but jermaine,

ILL GET MY REVENGE :D

MUAHHAHAHA.

and im not angry ok :D

so take a chill pill ok :D

STILL LOVE YOU :D

and i know you want nobodynobody but me !

ahahahaa:D !

2009-07-29T21:00:00.002+08:00

i cant upload a shit picture. dannit.

anyways, short post.

im having a terrible headache. did 2.4km.

and my time was like 16.30 ?

im quite sure i want to retake.

and my stomach hurt like crap after the run.

like the hurt until cry kind.

but i had to just sit for awhile,

and then it was ok ,

so yay :D

LOL.

okok.

hmmm, other than that.

i have a headache :(

dannnn,

and i still havent studied for geog test :(

ok i gtg now.

bye :D

ArEfA

2009-07-27T22:16:00.001+08:00

almost half the class is gone.

fever = go home

flu = go home

cough = go home

sore throat = go home

dont have temp but dont LOOK GOOD = go home

fake any of the above = go home

ahahahahaha,

from hidayah's blog.

i found it quite funny.

actually i was laughing alot.

it really is amusing.

and soooooooo TRUE.

2009-07-27T22:05:00.006+08:00

omg.

i cant add pictures.

god knows why.

i think im going to cry .

shit.

why?

CAUSE SYAKIRAH IS GOING TO PRESENT TOMO,

and i wont be able to see it !

WHY?

cause of the stupid isolation thingie made for my class.

what the shit am i talking about?

im talking bout the fact that the principle,

is super scared of our class,

cause we have like 8 people who are sick.

and cause they dotn want the flu bug to spread,

firstly, MOTHER TONGUE IS CANCELLED FOR OUR CLASS.

yes im freaking happy !

but i dont get to see syakirahs presentation :(

can i cry ? yes.

SECONDLY, no recess with anyone !

meaning, our recess is at 11.30 ++

cause they dotn want us to mix with the crowd.

which means no recess with the sec 3&4

can i cry ? yes.

LASTLY no music.

but that means we have to stay in class.

WHICH MEANS NO SOCIALISING.

like wtf ?

can i cry ? i already am luh !

i am so so so heart broken.

mega super heartbroken.

tsk. no jk.

FUCK.

lastly.

i was trying to so hard to ______

____, but when i entered the ___

____ , was _____.

now , i really am trying my hardest,

but if ___ is going to ____ doing ____,

im just never going to succeed. sad but true.

OK BYEEEEEEE

ARefA

2009-07-21T12:08:00.002+08:00

Semalam I call you, you tak answer.

You kata you keluar pergi dinner.

You kata you keluar dengan kawan you.

But when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true.

So I drove my car pergi Damansara.

Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola.

Tapi bila I sampai you, you tak ada.

Lagilah I jadi gila.

So I called and called sampai you answer.

You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar.

My phone was on silent, I was at the gym.

Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain.

Sudahlah sayang, I don't believe you.

I've always known your words were never true.

Why am I with you, I pun tak tahu.

No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you.

So I guess that's the end of our story.

Akhir kata she accepted his apology.

Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too.

With her ex boyfriend's best friend - Tommy

AHAHAH,

i like the song :D

funny stuff.

hmmmm,

im sick.

sad ?

i know.

but i only got 2 days mc.

i dont know if i can get better so fast.

see first uh.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KENNETH :D

guess what,

mai got 1 day mc.

i got 2 days.

naz got 3 days.

and mar got 4 days !

and now even monisha was

sent back home.

shit.

i need to go buy thermometer now!

cause conf mis kwong will check.

dannit.

BYE:D

ArefA

2009-07-15T23:20:00.002+08:00

OMG

JUST LOOK AT THAT FAT PIECE OF MANPUKU,

that im so loving. his so hot,

and fat,

and he just loves us.

see how happy he is to take pictures

with us :D

AHAHAHAHA :D

ok this pictures are super late.

and im not a blogger fanatic anymore.

yay me ?

lol

anywyas, otday went SWENSENS.

ahaha

arent we amazing people,

when there is no occasion,

we got to swensens,

when there is an occasion,

i dont think we do much.

aahhaha

weird us.

BUT THE

STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE

was

super duper nice.

and plus got a super freaking super hot

guy sitting like a table away from us .

nice scenery, nice food :D

AHAHAHAH

hahaha bye :D

ArEfA

2009-07-08T16:37:00.001+08:00

OMGGGGGGGG.

mdm _______ was at the canteen today !

GROSSSSSSS.

lucky she was farrrr away.

AHAHAH i dint get caught for black shoes.

WIPEEEEEEEEEEEDOOO.

AND I HAD THE FUNNIEST BUS RIDE TODAY.

HAPPPPPPPPY BIRTHDAY RIFQI.

2009-07-05T14:14:00.002+08:00

Arefa - says:

HAHAAHHAHHAHAH

Arefa - says:

OMGOMG

jiaan says:

sex on fire lalala

DICKSON says:

JIAAN

THAT SONG IS FREAKISH

arefa

jiaan says:

it's awesome

DICKSON says:

here goes the story

jiaan says:

arefa

got hear before?

SEX ON FIRE

WOOOO

LOL. SEX ON FIRE. soo cool.

lol

ahahaha sneak previews of the convo.

which is supe rufnnym cause im laughing my as sofff.

btw, this convo is diff,

from the other on in the other post.

:D :D

DICKSON says:

maybe she LOVES us

Arefa - says:

AHAHAHAAHAH

DICKSON says:

that's why she's trying to deny it

Arefa - says:

AHAHAHAHHA

OMG

jiaan says:

wad oppRtunity -.-

Arefa - says:

then you all can have a THREESOME

THATS CONF SEX ON FIRE

DICKSON says:

AREFA

DON'T

jiaan says:

this is getting creepy

DICKSON says:

SICK

ARE

jiaan says:

omg

DICKSON says:

FUGGIN

SICK

-_-

jiaan says:

goosebumps

bumbs

Arefa - says:

AHAHHAHAHAHAHAH

jiaan says:

or wadeva

LOL

just really really scary

DICKSON says:

it's damn disgusting to have a threesom

AHAHAHHA.

ok this convo is getting toooooo sick.

so ig ot to cut you off here.

BYEEEEEEEEE :D

2009-07-05T14:06:00.001+08:00

_______ says:

-_-

see how slutty she gets during the class bazaar

that's so adorable.

hahaha

Arefa - says:

OMGGGGGGGGGGG

_______ says :

arefa

say ______ is a slut

quick quick

LOl

AHAHAHAHHAHA

GO FIGURREEEEEEEEEE :D

this is the funniest convo i have ever had.

and IM LOVIN IT :P

2009-06-22T12:14:00.002+08:00

GUESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

WHO IS COMING TO MY HOUSEEEEEEEEEE ??

GUESSSSS WHOOOOOOO !?!

LOL

IT IS

SYIDAH

TEO

XIU

LIN

:D:D !!

AHAHAHAHA

jeAlous?

LOL.

ok byeeeeeeeeeeeee

areFa

2009-06-22T11:30:00.002+08:00

ok.

i loved band on sat.

i love it when the seniors take us.

like,

ethel,kenneth,andrew,azhary[sp?] and beong gyu.

they are funny and fun.

they rock.

i hope they can take us every practice.

but i guess they have their on stuff.

welll, AYG is really near.

and im kind of scared.

hope we are prepared.

i really want to be part of it.

anyways,

THANKS ALOT SENIORS[xm&germaine&above mentioned],

and juniors[jia tian&desirene(sp?)],

for making band fun.

anyways.

i made a really stupid assumption.

i thought __ was ________ with someone

else, and well,

__ had acually ________ me

for _______ else.

ughhh, to think i was super pissed,

over some shit like this.

ok.

ive got to just forget about __

done.

byeeeeee.

AReFA

2009-06-19T00:37:00.002+08:00

syidahteo says:
we as nasians think

everyone is the same

so we dun have to wear

what other coloured shoes

or anything :)

OMG.

mdm halilah,

anybody else from SC,

PLEASE READ THAT.

thats what ive been saying,

ITS EXACTLY WHAT I FEEL.

OMG.

now please

change the black shoe rule.

PLEASE.

2009-06-19T00:17:00.002+08:00

EH YOU, DUMDUM,

err yeah?

you give me gumgum!

i.. give you gumgum?

you do dumdum, you give me gumgum.

look, i got no gumgum, and im larry, not dumdum.

no, your name dumdum.

oooooo, you in trouble dumdum,

you better runrun,

from [i dont know what he says] hunthunt.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

LOL much.

i just watched

beveryly hills chihuahua

& night at the msueum.

ahahaha i repeated the above scene like 7 times.

woooo.

Mio tv rocks.

15 movies per month.

thats life lovables.

btw,

i left band prac earlier today,

cause i had some stuff on.

and truthfully,

without nerissa,

its quite boring.

i really wish nerissa was there.

yikes ner,

miss you already :(

come back faster eh.

PLEASE.

okiedokie.

byeeeeeeeeee

ArefA

2009-06-18T17:55:00.002+08:00

ok.

i think i want to say something.

its just the truth.

no ard feelings.

read it.

think about it.

its sort of true.

its only MY point of view.

so here goes.

joining band has been great.

no doubt about it.

but the thing is,

no matter how much the teachers say

'youre as one band now'

theres still a diff between

us.

and NO,

its got nothing to do with the band.

or the dancers.

the fact is,

you just cant force people

to become one.

i mean if you could,

wouldnt we have

a super bonded school?

exactly.

and truthfully.

dancers are different from band.

let just see the small things for example,

dancers are usually late.

its true.

we are usually not in proper attire.

in other words we dont follow rules.

and thats us as dancers.

AS DANCERS.

but we are changing,

i mean you got to give us some credit.

for trying to come on time.

mostly with ok attire.

we are trying our best.

ok, im getting no where with this.

all im saying is that,

after the manuy practices with band,

ive seen the diff ,

of being in band and dance.

i like both.

i love both.

but they are different.

and well it takes time to change.

so dont blame me for being,

someone who isnt THAT disciplined.

ughhh.

ok im not really stating my point here,

cas eim scared ill regret what ill write.

so ill just end off here.

please dont hate me for this.

i still love band.

i mean it.

and i love dance too.

forever.

byee.

ArEfA

2009-06-15T00:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPYbelatedBIRTHDAY,

MURTAZA :D!

you eighteen year old

person !

yes, one day i shall,

silat-kick you !! ahahahha

anyways,

today was fun.

early in the morning,

me and my dad went on a hunt for a cake,

and a shirt for my bro.

wanted to buy from secret recipes,

but all their cakes were GONE.

seriously, they dint even have one cake !!

so went to

bakerizia,

and saw a strawberry cheesecake,

but decided to continue looking aorund.

and finally,

we came to EMICAKES.

and bought

CHOCOLATE IMPERIAL.

i swear,

their cakes are nice.

go buy from there man.

amazing stufffff.

quite exxxx, but soooooooo worth it.

then went from,

giordano,

to G2000,

to Cotton On,

to 77thstreet[which was closed],

to Miz 29[which was closed],

to Messy,

to Uniqlo,

and finally back to 77thstreet,

which was finally opened,

and bought the shirt for my bro :D

ahahahah

HE ACTUALLY LIKED IT :D !!

omg i was soooooooooooo happpy.

ahahahahahahah!

YAY.

my fahion sense for guys rock :D !

lol, thnakyouthankyou.

anyways,

afte that, aroudn the afternoon,

wnet out with ebrahim,hozefa,naquiya.

a bit weir dat first, but i guess it was ok later on.

overall, they are fun luh,

ahahahah cause they are funnny.

amusing people.

. right

thats it. byeeeeeeeee

2009-06-11T22:18:00.002+08:00

can i cry ?

yes i can.

I LOST MY PHONE.

why?

i dont know.

its amazing how today can be the best

& worst day of my life.

best is in green.

worst is in red.

I MET WITH basyir, elfa, and syidah.

ate at KFC !

so long haven had cheese fries.

after that took 403 ,

supposedly to go to the beach.

but half way through we wanted

to go to GEORGE's house :D !!

but when we went there,

WE WERE OUTSIDE THE HOUSE,

but george couldnt let us in,

cause something about his mom,

i dont remmeber.

anwyas,

said hi,

we had to shout from outside,

to his room,

which was on the second dtory.

ahahahaha.

quite fun.

i wanted to throw stone :D

so romeo and juliet like !

then we went to rent the bicycle.

basyir disappeared half way.

so me elfa and syidah went on a search for the rental shop.

found it, and started BICYCLING.

half way though,

i wanted to call basyir,

and my phone was missing !!

i was like SHIT NO WAY.

rode back to rental shop,

asked the guy if he saw any phone,

he said no :(

then, decided to go back to georges house.

cause basyir was already there.

and we had to go up so many stiars.

i swear, elfa is super ARM FIT.

ahahahahha sounds like armpit.

anyways,

she carried the bicycle

like muscle woman !

wahhhh.

now i know 2 muscle womans.

amirah and elfa :P

so when we reached georges house,

played some bananagram game.

super fun.

had loads of laugh.

I LOVED IT.

no wonder basyir loves george.

but then we had to leave cause we had to return the cycle.

and my hpone was still not found.

and then, at the bus stop.

we saw a dog that looked like georges dog.

so i shouted

'OLLIE [ if thats how you spell it]'

and then, the owner,

GEROGES MOM,

turned !!

ahahahah,

well she asked if we were georges friends,

and we were like yeah :D

ahahahha so coool.

OLLIE LOVES ME AND ELFA :P

syidah took cab!

WTH!

CAB.

alamakk.

so yes,

the day was over,

and my phone was gone.

im sadder than sad.

i loved the phone.

it was unique.

it was mine.

it was important.

everything in there meant something to me.

peoples birthdays.

contacts.

alarm xclock.

the memo, where i wrote my thoughts.

ALL MY BIRTHDAY MESSAGES,

that i still kept :(

its all gone.

so yeah,

im not ok.

im sad.

to the core :(

bye.

ArEfA

2009-06-10T22:29:00.004+08:00

DAVID KRUMHOLTZ :D !!

hot stuff eh.

ok not hot.

HANDSOME STUFF EH :D

ahahaha yes.

but his 31 :(

sad stuff eh?

yes.

his starring in

'numb3rs'.

his like this really smart mathematician :D

evan taubenfeld :D

another hot stuff.

i love his song

'cheater of the year'

currently addicted to it.

btw, hear dit on syidahs blog.

yeah shes the first link :D

go and seeeeeee!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

BTW,

HOWIE DO IT,

is my current addiction.

funniest shit ever man.

!!!!!!!!

go watch.

wed 8-9 pm :D !!

GO GO GO.

it rocks :D !!

2009-06-10T11:34:00.002+08:00

I WAS FLYING,

NOW IM CRASHING.

i miss the group.

sosososo, badly.

gosh, when are we going to meet?

hmmm,

today i followed

hidayah, her sis, and her mom,

to go jogging/badminton-ing,

it was mega fun.

plus her sister is super sarcastic,

in the funny way.

ahahaha,

amirah should vs kai jun,

in a SARCASM battle.

ahahahahah,

amirah confirm win!

LOL,

it was really great.

after that i took a really long walk,

back home.

i took 293,

got off at library,

and walked home.

so fun .

quite boring,

but relaxing i guess.

i smell like realllllly bad

right now :(

cant wait for tomo :D

outing with,

elfa, syidah, faiz, basyir and zhaf !

woooo.

cycling :D !

long time no do.

i hope i dont fall !!

ok byeeeee.

ArefA

2009-06-08T15:23:00.002+08:00

HELLOHELLOHELLO.

guess what.

i currently know that mai and mar are at

nazurahs place.

how do i know ?

im stalking them lahhhh.

ok so anyways,

heres a weird thing that happened today.

i was at the minimart,

like below my block, to buy some stuff.

and when i was paying for the things,

this guy comes up to me and says

'eh, youre from tk is it ?'

and im like

'yeah ?'

and his like

'oh, i see you at the bus stop. im from st pats'

and im like

'yeah ok. cool. byee'

and then i leave.

so anyways, the weird part is that,

AM I SUPPOSE TO SAY 'HI' TO HIM,

when im at the bus stop now?

i mean i dont know him.

and it so weird.

and awkward.

dannnit.

shitashitshit/

im taking the late bus from now on.

i dont ever want to see him.

its awkward.

im serious.

help me somebody?

what am i suppose to do.

weirddddddd.

ok byeeeee.

ArEfA

2009-06-08T11:23:00.002+08:00

One day, doramon met hello kitty.

doramon said 'hi', but HK dint reply.

WHYY?

cause HK doesnt have a mouth !!

kind of funny right ??

lol fine.

ahahaha, got it from pearcesley's msn.

anyways,

guess who i talked to yesterday ngiht ???

AUGUSTINE THIAA !!

cooool much.

ahahhaah, long time no talk.

im so nice to feature you augustine :P

ahahahah,

ok byeeeeeeeee.

ArefA